29, fat, ugly, unemployed, friendless, single, hopeless
I'm 29 and I've gained over 150 pounds in the last 2 years. I have stretch marks everywhere and yet I continue to eat. And I'm an alcoholic who drinks more than a 750mL bottle of hard liquor each day. I'm unemployed and lay in bed watching videos on my phone all day while Netflix plays in the background. I had an abortion in 2021 and I have mixed feelings about it. On one hand, maybe there would be someone to love me. On the other, I'm pathetic and would be a pathetic parent. When I'm not watching videos, I'm scrolling through social media and looking at everyone I know live their best life.
What's crazy is that I graduated high school early, went to a Big 10 university and graduated at the age of 20 with a biology degree. Started medical school at 22 and dropped out because I was on drugs and had a psychotic break. I ruined all of my friendships and relationships. I drink to forget about how I could have been a doctor but instead I'm a fat, ugly, worthless drunk.
I live with my parents and my grandmother. They're all good people but I spiraled into a crying fit today when my grandmother made a comment about my weight. I went downstairs to get food and my cousin said “here's some goulash if you want it” and my grandmother said “she doesn't need it.” Then smiled and laughed about it. I know what I look like, I know how much weight I've gained. I didn't need that. What's more, she used to be enormously overweight until her husband died and she lost weight from depression. She should know how hurtful that was.
I've been suicidal for the last 5 years and everyday I inch closer to it. I have no one and nothing to live for. This has all just been a tearful ramble….
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hahahahahahahaha even this mess of a woman is getting laid whenever she wants to
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Lifefuel for femcels
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Go on, son, give her a reason for that second abortion
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No need. A miscarriage is much more likely at her weight
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Well she did say over the last two years, so theoretically she could have been a normal weight at that time. At the least she was 150lbs lighter.
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I don't understand this comment?
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Ohhh sorry. Just jack off. Hope that helps xx
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Hmm could you record yourself saying that for 10 minutes or so?
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ngmi
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Yes ma'am
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Abortion might just be a euphemism for her first round of liposuction (it isn't).
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But she has to find a black man.
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Sweaty that was 150lbs ago. Doesn't sound like she's getting laid anymore.
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Honestly pretty sad. Tons of people burn out during high school/early college because society puts too much pressure on them. My philosophy (worked for me at least) is to chill out and coast during HS then actually apply yourself during college while all your peers/competitors are burnt out from their teenage Adderall additions.
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The Ricecels that don't kill themselves in high school and college are the ones who passed the Great Rice Filter.
And as we all know, you wash rice multiple times.
The second Great Rice Filter is having enough money to pop out a rice child to repeat the process.
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And it gets whiter
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She said she had a mental break and she also alienated her friends
I've done plenty of drugs and had my frick up moments but I didn't alienate everybody
She's got some untreated mental issues and is too busy wallowing in her own filth to do anything about it
She's either going to hit bottom and rebuild or get used to that bum lifestyle soon, blow up even bigger and never do shit about it
Only hope is grandma keeps bullying her
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I had major burn out in high school due to Asian-mom levels of parental pressure and being placed into advanced classes that overloaded me with homework. It caused me to not take college seriously at all and eventually dropping out.
Now I'm at the point of considering going back to school at nearly 40 because my career prospects are looking bleak.
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How did you afford all those expensive cars and that decent house then?
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Black market 'coon trafficking
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Read a book sweaty, it's called the Underground Railroad
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As opposed to the surface subway.
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Parents. Well, dad actually. Now that he's gone mom isn't so generous lol.
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lol loser
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i did that and the sudden change winded me. like dropping cold glass in boiling water. my advice would be to never give your 110% to something that has a clear ceiling.
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Minor self-dox but as a recent medical student I feel her pain. Shit's hard man. I considered dropping out myself (not to do drugs but to go into tech instead) bc the return on value just keeps shrinking and to be actually rich you have to do some surgical specialty where you work 80 hrs/week in constant stress. But I pulled myself together to get the MD and now I can do whatever I want
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The average american family doctor makes $230k lmao
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230k dollars in Biden's america
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BSDbros...
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It never even began
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That's the average doc.
Knock a few tens of thousands off when you're starting out.
Now consider that you're starting your career at 30 when the rest of the professional class is starting out at 22.
Now consider that very few med programs offer tuition aid, so you're likely $100k+ in debt.
Now consider that you have no skillset outside of clinical practice when more Americans are becoming accustomed to getting their check-ups done by NPs and PAs.
MDs have prestige, but if you want an easy way into the upper middle class, becoming a family practice doctor is a really stupid and uncertain way of going about it.
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You are right
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230k is poor.
Also ur not thinking about opportunity cost.
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I will no longer stomach med students and residents bitching, i am calling for for total doctor death
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Gpt will do the job for you in like 5 years tops
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Google already does the job now
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Wanna hear something cool?
I dropped out of medical school. It took me a year to realize that I did not actually want to be a doctor; I was just doing it because I thought it was what my parents wanted. Once I realized that they just wanted me to be happy, and that they would support me not matter what, I no longer had a reason to stay.
Now I work in Finance, and feel much better about my life and career. It's never too late to make a change.
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This is a lie, your parents were secretly disappointed in your choices.
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Yeah in my case the doubts started in like the end of my 2nd year so I pushed through. The MD makes it super easy to get into biotech or consulting or equity or VC etc. So tryna decide what route I want to go into
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I knew a fricking guy who graduated from law school even though he realized he hated it halfway through. He's unemployed and in a fricking downward spiral rn. Dude shaved his head last month
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You don't think...?
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Snapshots:
undelete.pullpush.io
ghostarchive.org
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archive.ph (click to archive)
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Pathetic of u marsey. Have higher standards.
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How can a woman drink 750ml of liquor a day without dying? Holy shit.
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She's at least 300lbs. Hope that helps xx
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Does being fat help that much? She still has a small, weak, and pathetic woman's liver, no?
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When you have crippling alcoholism your tolerance gets pretty ridiculous.
a fifth is 3 quarters of a liter. that's completely in the wheelhouse of a fat alcoholic.
There are boozers out there drinking a handle a day, I'm sure, which is more than twice that.
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A fifth is a fifth of a gallon. Get out of here with that ATF gooblygobble.
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today in math with megaobese muttman
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i dont make the names, cute twink. that's what they call it.
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they also say latinx and swear allegiance to the pride flag. I thought burgers were supposed to love freedom?
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True, the ones I've seen are usually bigger men though. Guess it can happen to women too, still seems like a shit ton.
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Yeah it is, for sure.
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Eyyyyyyy
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I slept with a former scene girl from high school. Little chubby but otherwise a great lay. Great
@Zy takedown.
Anyway, fast forward seven years and she's 250 pounds and consuming a bottle of hard liquor a night. It's the saddest thing. She is borderline-r-slurred these days. Wish I could say there's a happy ending but
each year I hear about her through the grapevine and her parents are continuing to support her as she further dissociates from reality.
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That's...
...half a handle right? I guess if she spaces it out over the day.
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Yeah that's definitely full blown alcoholism that will damage her body over the very long term, it's also expensive considering she sits in bed all days, but it's definitely doable. Once you build tolerance you can handle quite a bit if you pace it
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It could be like
10 dollars a day if she buys the crap alcohol. Probably one of the cheaper addictions.
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I forgot alcohol is cheaper in America than here
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Only if you aren't dealing with wine cartels
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Yes, that's still a lot even spaced out over the day.
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If it's some kitty 35% liquor
ain't it basically like a 6 pack of beer? By my alkie math it should 
be
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No, 35% is somewhat low I guess but enough to be considered hard liquor still. A shot is 44ml so that'd be 17 beers.
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35% is normal grade, maybe a little low. Unless youre talking about 35 proof, a fifth is 12-16 drinks on alcohol content alone.
Not the craziest ive ever seen, but you are not having a good life keeping that daily habit up after a while.
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You'd need to drink 14 330ml cans of 5% beer to get the same effect.
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Booze measurements in the USA are weird FWIW
half pint = 200mL
pint = 375mL
fifth = 750mL
handle / half gallon = 1.75L for liquor
Magnum = 1.5L for wine
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Wine is such a scam. You buy this big bottle but it only gets you like 2 glasses.
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fifth is 750 handle is 1750
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Actually
feel bad for the foid, med school 
is a b-word 
especially in the US and it sounds like she was pushed through her childhood by her parents or something which probably set her up to fail from the start. She could have saved lives 
and helped society 
and now she is a drain on it. Truly sad.
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I honest bet she's like bipolar or smth, something really hard to cope with. I do feel bad for her. Still dramatic tho
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dramatic, there's literally no drama here
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!incels look at this and say that I am blinded by my hate for foids
(h8 em)
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didn't read but keep yourself safe simp
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Thank you Frozen, I do feel better
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She still lives a better life than 90% of men in her age group and could pick up a rich simp any day of the week.
It's so fricking over.
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If she's a fat alcoholic, possibly with other mental illnesses, I'm afraid her only options are regular simps.
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Nah if she's actually drinking that much she has sunk much lower than the average man in her age group. That shit will kill her brain and body. I'm certain its the reason she gained 150 pounds in two years. It would take a herculean effort to get her life in a somewhat bearable state again.
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Unless she's literally 6 or more points lower than the average dude it doesn't make a difference. Foids legit can punch up that far and regularly do.
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Her problems expand well beyond her potential for a love life. But even on that front, she's a drunkard neet landwhale with a broken brain, even if she can get laid no one will ever love her. No one wants to be responsible for taking care of that. Even the bald 5 foot indian janitor has a better life than an obese drunk neet that doomscrolls all day.
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Why not post this in /h/fatpeoplehate and support your locale holes
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