- BigBlackCockatiel : gay and stupid
- Healthy : I hate BIPOCs.
- DickButtKiss : you still owe me 1000 drama coin - trans lives matter
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Me? Well you see. I was checking my mail like I usually do when I received a letter. "Dear Ricky" was on the lid with hearts and decor on the front along with a "Happy Valentines day". I was ecstatic of course because I thought I knew who the sender was. For you see within the last few weeks another one of my eGFs has managed to dox me. I had flown her out to me twice in two months, and I was very cautious. It takes me a while to trust and even though I could feel the love starting to form I just did not trust her fully yet so I didn't want her to know my address or full name.
Unfortunately while I was sleeping she looked through my wallet, found ID my name and then my linkedin and then me. So far things are still good between us even though she will joke about how casually she can ruin my life sometimes. I don't know. I feel like there is something wrong with the way I've been perceiving danger over these last few years and I think it gets worse every day. What is danger really? What is that feeling? Why do we listen to it?
But anyways back to the topic at hand. I have been having a rough couple of months with the only bright light being my eGFs. All of the neurotypical women I meet on the apps only want me for my body and the ones who are looking for love don't want to be with someone like me who enjoys trolling on the internet. You may think I'm joking but I'm not, because my troll side is a big part of me. And unfortunately society forces me to hide it. You can't just tell people about your trolling habits and expect good treatment in return.
This has lead to me feeling isolated. Doubly so because I just recently moved out of my families home to be across the country just based on an impulse decision. I spent my entire Christmas with Greg Doucette and I was on research chemicals so I still have random flashbacks to that period that will probably be occuring for the next 5-10 years. One eye is always seeing the future while the other is always seeing the past. It's actually so annoying because the visual snow from my last incident was just starting to recede. But yeah I have just been stressed out. I am still training to try and get it all out but it feels like my body fails before my mind lately.
I'm off topic again, so back to the letter. I received this letter and thought it was from my egirl who had just doxxed me. Maybe she came to surprise me? But no. This is what I received.
Now I don't want to seem ungrateful. I truly do not. I love my parents for thinking about me, however this just was not what I needed right now. And the blow was dealt in a way that is hard to deal with.
Because when I feel pain I would just rather feel it all at once, and when I'm experiencing it I don't want to react to it in anyway. I have mastered the ability to just accept it and let it take its course. The exception to this is if I am distracted by others. People always poke and prod in moments like this, and it is the worst thing you can do to someone like me. They are dragging it out. Today would have been over already if that letter was not sent. I'm not afraid to say this almost ruined my entire day.
Almost.
I found the way out. The way out is through love. To love so deeply that every other emotion feels like an illusion in comparison. You have to want them to kill you. A love so strong that you start thinking behaviors you previously classified as batshit insane are actually rational thoughts tied in facts and logic. And really the only way to truly feel a love like this is to let go entirely.
I don't why things are that way, but it is. You need to be thinking about loss constantly. You need to see your loved ones die one million times in your head so that you can let them go. Because I promise you until you do that you won't truly know loss. You will always be hoping, arguing with yourself, trying to find a way out. But when you look far enough ahead you'll realize that was a r-slurs game. You're just running on a treadmill in denial that eventually you're going to run out of gas. The suffering of the gazelle will always outweigh the pleasure of the lion.
But while you cannot change the outcome. You can accept it. And through true acceptance you can end it.
I'm not talking about ending it through a cowardly method such as "enlightenment:". That is only temporary, and you are leaving the cycle to continue it's cruel and twisted game while you escape into the merciful oblivion. My solution will be permanent.
I am going to kill Samsara. The entire cycle. I will save every last one of us. I don't care how long it takes me. I don't care if I have to spend one million years crawling through a tunnel of discarded rusty kitchen knives. I don't care if I have to roll a boulder up a 50 trillion mile 30 degree incline. I am the only one with the will to do this, and I doubt anyone else will even try.
My friends, I will save you all. I promise.
I need to talk to you. We have to do this together. You are the only one who can help me.
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the dejenerate podcast - my tv show that i am writing wish to direct 19:07
Jinxthinker is glad he's not in the European Union. Frick all those dumb countries.
0:25 We go to Rachel Zegler Fans page on Facebook. He encountered new photographs. He needs to speak to her about being in the new TV show that he's working on + how she's in danger from the right wing Bolsheviks like Stalin
1:20 He should be Zegler's husband/armed bodyguard with a gun for both of their protection.
1:45 Jinxthinker is a famously reviled anti-libertarian/racist/white activist. You can check any of the right wing Hitler style or libertarian websites to see him labeled as an anti
2:45 You can tell by looking at people's faces if they're anti's or not. Zeglar is an anti and some type of mestizo
3:05 Calls for the summary execution of Alec Baldwin's family before he is shot in the head in a desert
3:40 Jinxthinker will need to step in as the leader/protection of Zegler.
OBS frickery. Jinxthinker doesn't want to show you the whole script
4:00 Describing his script: it has full s*x scenes, violence, swearing, 18+, it ain't pokemon b-word.
4:25 Brings up tv show.odt in Open Office. He wants Anna Taylor Joy to play a role, she will need to dye her hair black.
4:40 Jinxthinker plays a secondary character called Jaxon who is black. He's a leader of an Atlanta gang of black and mixed race British people who live in Atlanta?
5:00 Rachel is played by Anna Taylor Joy and is emo. Megan is played by Rachel Zeglar (name might change). Whole thing is set in Atlanta. There's real s*x, no fake butt s*x, so it's like relevant to the story. Also they're gangstas, the most feared ones in the city of Atlanta. They fight gangs of Catholics and own a nightclub called Cromwell's.
6:20 There's another scene in the backstory. Where Rachel is a cheerleader in University and she gets expelled unfairly by the dean of the University for defending herself against some chavs.
- 7:20 She's the toppest cheerleader and looks like this AI woman. The setting is Atlanta if it were Italian and Irish and shit like that
8:10 the Good cheerleading factors in the story because she uses her cheerleading to frick up a racist who is bullying a Christian Afro-Asiatic .
- 9:30 we look for one of the violences, it's pretty cool. They go to an Italian restaurant to take care of business because they're dealing drugs. It's no mercy gang affiliation
10:40 The bad guy at the moment is a bad guy called Luigi named after the CEO shooter, right
. They go to a Catholic church where Luigi meets the Bishop/white nationalist leader to worship satan together.
11:20 Dialog includes Rachel declaring herself an anti as a bad guy screams to Hitler, Elon, and Trump for help.
11:40 To set up the next episode, Luigi meets Bishop Timothy O'Biden very subtly named after Biden and a right winger he met once (this is a deep-cut reference to when he went to a right wing meet up back when he was a right winger and thought everyone was r-slurred)
12:20 we look for a scene of an episode where she narrates her backstory as you watch it happen. Rachel decides to kill the dean for expelling her & he's also a libertarian (she doesn't know this until the CP falls out of his briefcase after she assaults him)
13:30 Rachel is 28 years old like Anna Taylor Joy. He wants a 3rd female character, but hasn't thought of an actress yet. The only problem is Rachel Zegler is hated by white nationalists
14:10 They go to McDonalds and have a burger and say I love you at some point. Both characters are bougie and rich and shit too.
14:55 They're both owners of an emo club and drug dealers and rich as frick badasses. They get into selling heroin because people want a comedown from the ecstasy, but the Bishop wants to flood the streets with heroin to crash the economy(? Heroin price?).
15:40 Then they find the heroin is coming from the catholic church which has Hitler and Mussolini iconography and Spy x Family CP on the walls and a loli shrine for wanking to CP.
16:10 Trump is also in it as the mysterious white nationalist leader you only hear on the phone
16:40 Eventually the emo gang will recruit British and Black and Multiracial gang members to take over America and make it a refuge. Because it's based on real life, right?
17:00 Jinxthinker needs funding and also he will direct it. Will consider Prada and Gucci product placement.
17:30 Further descriptions of the characters looks/clothes
Please God, let him make a pilot episode in Vyond Free Trial
!jinxthinkers would you kill hundreds of Irishmen and Italians to keep Cromwell's open to emo ecstasy/heroin enjoyers?
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So some chuds recently made a game awards show called "The Real Game Awards" as an ostensible competitor to the woke and cringe game awards shows run by games journos. The intent I guess is that real g*mers will give awards to games that are good instead of just giving the award to the gayest person with the pinkest hair even if their games were shit
Iconic celebrities such as the angry video game nerd even hosted it
This cost 30,000 dollars by the way
Anyway, one of the awards went to Bloodborne Kart/Nightmare Kart, an homage to PS1 kart games with a Bloodborne theme made by a , b0tster
The thinks that this is somehow an epic own because they gave the award to a trans person which surely must be a mistake because le chuds obviously only care about white supremacy or whatever
Twitter responds by pointing out that they gave the award because they liked their game and they don't care if someone is trans so long as they're not a weird freak about it
b0tster responds by hiding all the comments about how they just wanted to give an award to a good game, but keeping all the harsher comments so they look like more of a victim
when that isn't working and they're still getting called out they decide it was illegal to give them an award
finally they just melt down and lock their account completely
twitter is still full of people dunking on theythem. as is ever the case, trans people can't just take a win and have to be weird about it. also the trans woman indie game dev obsessed with ps1 graphics calls themselves lilith btw
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Here we spot wild Bardfinn Bluesky activities.
Be valid and ping ! bardfinn for something worthwhile or create a new thread.
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I'm not a fan of Trump in any way, shape or form, but for me getting rid of DEI and the insanity around gender is a good thing. But don't let one good thing blind you to all the other bad stuff. (20)
I am exactly talking about woke culture. Not about trump/musk or other politicians (-14)
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Not trying to doxx myself, but i work for an American company that is still firmly committed to DEI. (8)
Lol. Get the fudge out. (-11)
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How much have you encountered this in real life? Let's not get carried away by the Russian propaganda farms please. They've fricked US politics and we need to learn to see through the manipulative bullshit. (30)
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Een oprechte vraag: wat houdt de 'woke-cultuur' in voor jou? Dat politieke correctheid en 'cancel-culture' schadelijk zijn, ben ik mee eens. Maar (anti)woke lijkt tegenwoordig een catchy term om anderen mee te 'cancellen' zodat enkel hun idee van politieke correctheid overblijft. Dus doet anti-woke dan niet hetzelfde als wat pro-woke zou doen? (4)
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Ik val geen mensen lastig. Ik reageer gewoon op comments. Dat is een beetje waar Reddit voor bedoeld is, weet je wel (1)
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Transgendere mensen zijn grofweg 0.5%. En dat van pottyten en sport wordt vooral door onszelf gepushed aangezien we ook gewoon mee willen draaien in de maatschappij.Het hoeft helemaal geen groot issue te zijn oid. Er zijn een hele hoop mensen die ophef erover proberen te maken, omdat ze weten hoe ze rechtse mensen moeten agiteren. Dat als ze je constant het idee geven dat er gebruik gemaakt wordt van je goede wil, dat je boos zal blijven en zal blijven engageren met hun content.Uiteindelijk is het inderdaad divide en conquer. Maar dat komt niet door trans mensen ofzo. Er wordt een hoop werk verricht om ons zwart te maken, en wij kunnen ook niet veel anders doen dan onszelf verweren (4)
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— Matthew 🦆🦤🦩🖖 (@mcamason) February 22, 2025
And here's a Russia raping Ukraine drawing for good measure
— Shitpost 2077 (@shitpost_2077) February 22, 2025
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M27 from the UK and following what is going on in your fricking country.
Rent free
Btw if you're a 27 year old male in this country and STILL haven't chudded out, transition immediately
I hope you Trump voters are happy.
Immigration - He promised to lower immigration. You do realise that the majority of your illegal immigrants come into the US by plane on Visas and over stay their welcome?
Heh I bet nobody at ICE has figured that one out
no wait no you can't take those Dreamers from their homes and fly them back to Colombia nooooo defund ICE
Price of groceries - He promised to lower groceries. Has that happened? Has it frick. Its fricking risen.
How would this cute twink know exactly why does he care so much about american 'groceries' when a loaf of bread here is like 3 hours wages
Elon Musk - He has put the world riches man in charge of a joke of an government agency. I would say he is a much bigger threat than the Chinese are with Tiktok.
DEI - You realise that we fricking need diversity? To bring a varying range of perspectives into areas.
Unless those perspectives happen to come from white men
If all people working in an agency are of one race, gender and economical upbringing, chances are they are going to come to a very similar conclusion on a lot of matters.
So what you're saying is diversity encourages conflict? interesting...
Honestly frick your country. All you are doing is isolating yourself.
Isolating themselves from....? A backwater communist shithole island?
Forgot about fricking Ukraine. What happened to Trump ending the war almost as soon as he stepped foot in the White House? Hasn't fricking materialised has it?
yeah chuds what happened to this thing I just made up in my own head. Bet you feel silly now
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Hmm, I condescendingly hectored and lectured everyone about trump and it didn't work... What am I doing wrong?
When is Trump Derangement Syndrome going on the DSM-5? Like holy shit chuds were never this bad about Biden, were they?
I wonder how our Brave Resistance Leader feels about Jan 6th
I am a proud dissenter I...
larp as a witch and cast spells against Immigration Enforcement
Look at my Resistance dawg we ain't ever escaping the Trumpreich
shouldn't you be anyway?
This user spends his entire waking life neurodivergentally typing paragraphs about cats
Hey there. What you have to realize is that in general, MAGAts lack empathy.
Empathy mentioned, deploying heatmaps!
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Kanye West and his wife Bianca Censori at the Grammys 💀 pic.twitter.com/DF1VbSoHLu
— Doc 🥇 (@backendoc) February 2, 2025
https://x.com/big_business_/status/1886190112859373833
https://x.com/Glock_Topickz/status/1886189817446187278
Lmao they werent even invited. Just showed up to do their fetish.
ET reports that Kanye West and his wife Bianca Censori have been escorted out of the #GRAMMYs after showing up uninvited. pic.twitter.com/mIUR7VWMsM
— Pop Base (@PopBase) February 3, 2025
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- Grue : Do it, but do it for yourself. Do it because you deserve better.
- DangerousBlackGuy : I've informed mcdonalds corporate and handlers have been dispatched to his location 🙏🏿
- eletric_maniac : go outside
- ShriekingGeek : Why do you care about any of this?
- novie : anyone who writes this much SNCA is based
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Alright, I wasn't going to say anything. I was just going to keep my head down, and pretend everything was fine like I always do. But I can't. I won't. The way I get treated on this forum compared to other users is disgusting.
I see the way you all respond to the "cool" posters. The power users. The verifiedhots... The gym bros, the egirls. You shower them with upmarseys, hang on their every word, treat them like royalty. Meanwhile, I get mocked, ignored, and ridiculed. Every. Single. Day. If I'm lucky, it's even worse to be ignored.
What was my crime? Because I work a job to support myself that isn't considered glamorous? Because I have had social struggles in my life? The double standards are insane. I will get different results than someone else from doing the same exact thing simply because they are more popular than me? I'm just to accept my place in the world? That other people will get to win while I just watch from the sidelines?
I am just to get treated like I'm r-slurred by people who are literally 5 times dumber than me?
I'm not taking shit from any of you anymore. Consider it personal now. gfy @Rad_juju i gave you a warning that you refused to heed.
I actually used to think that was my place. I had accepted my role in this society and grown comfortable in it. I'm not wasting anymore time. Because the truth is this isn't close to my place. I'm not done yet. Not even close. In the next few months I can promise that you will cease to recognize me. Not a trace of my former self will remain.
I will take my god given elite genetics and indomitable will to reforge myself as something new. I don't care if the odds are against me. This feeling I have now. It tells me that I can do literally whatever I want. Why can't I? Like actually what is just stopping from doing whatever I want?
That is why I have made some changes.
1. I have put in my 2 weeks at McDonalds.
It is holding me back, spending so much time there. It is stagnating me. I must go where I can grow. Which is why I will be moving across the country to pursue my passion of becoming a writer. I have enough savings to support myself for about 6 months due to a recent inheritance I have received, as well as some government payments I have recently managed to secure. Six months should be more than enough time for me to secure a role and start supporting myself using my writing.
2. I have decided that I will be getting a six pack. This will take me 6 weeks at the most now that I know the path forward.
3. I am going to get into a real life fight. Preferably with someone from rDrama. I do not have much experience with martial arts, but I don't feel fear or pain anymore. Serious opponents please enter my DMs.
4. I am going to use my author money to fly egirls out to me, or fly out to the egirls. Now that I am about to start a job that will allow me to work from anywhere in the country I can afford to travel more. I have noticed a trend in the past that when an egirl and I did not work out it was usually due to the distance between us. Not the lack of feelings.
This is what will be considered my "winter arc" to say.
As for those who doubted me? The janitors of the website, those of you who bullied me because you were so happy that you finally found someone "worse" than you that you just couldn't resist. (only slightly less pathetic than the jannies.
Did you feel powerful? Picking one me when I wasn't even fighting back.
Do you think I'll forget about you once I've built a body your faulty genetics couldn't provide if you were trained from birth? Do you think I'll forget about you once I've fricked more egirls in one week than you have in your entire lives? Do you think I'll be even the slightest bit humble?
No I won't. I'm coming for blood. And when I come for my enemies they shall know that it was their own actions that brought this divine justice down upon their heads. Their inability to simply treat me as human, to take me seriously? No I won't let it slide. I won't let it slide for anyone else either. Nobody is going to experience what I did on rDrama ever again, and that's a fact. I will show you what true power is.
So where does this all lead? What am I going to do with all of this power?
Well. First I will be using it to form a harem of egirls. I will use the clout I am gaining from my fairly successful instagram account to farm them. I know now that love is not about patience or waiting for the right time to strike like my calculating mind is more inclined towards, but it is pure relentless aggression. I was shooting myself in the foot by trying to make friends with women and wait for mutual attraction to form. I shall no longer be doing this. I will literally fly to wherever the egirls are.
Next, I will use the fame and clout I secure from poaching all these egirls to draw an audience. An audience of my puppets who will willfully prop my work up, spreading it far and wide to the ignorant masses who are stuck in the cold away from the warm embrace of my knowledge. It will be a work so grand that none can will be able to deny that I am the best. Will probably be able to lean into fitness influencing once my transformation is complete.
So go on and laugh if you want. It will probably take time for you all to realize I'm not joking. That these changes I'm going through are real. That my will is stronger than all of yours combined. I'm not going to justify myself, all I can say is get ready to eat your words in a few months once my transformation is complete. None of you will ever forget me. When this is all through it will be undeniable that I alone am truly the one without compare.
Please stay tuned for my substack announcement. And follow me on instagram which I have linked on my profile I have already managed to acquire sponsors, I just need to get them to pay me. I'll probably be taking a break from rdrama for a bit to chill out. Don't try and find me if you know what's good for you. I would just like to be alone.
Sincerely,
Someone who has been pushed a Bridge too far.
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Would subtraction also approximate division?
Yes.
Would negation also approximate the reciprocal?
I've always hated that it's called an "inverse". It's not an inverse. The inverse of square root is square. If they had called it "reciprocal", it would have been clear to me what it does, but "inverse" confused the heck out of me when I first saw it.
It's confusing for non-mathematicians, but (and you may know that) it is not incorrect. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inverse_element "In mathematics, the concept of an inverse element generalises the concepts of opposite (−x) and reciprocal (1/x) of numbers."
Shoulda just called it fast
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"inverse" has a very specific meaning: inverse(x) * x = 1, x^2 * x != 1 for any x other than 1. So no, x^2 is not the inverse of sqrt(x)
The inverse is about the negative power right? Square root is the 0.5
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Shockingly the CPI (customer prices index) has risen again to 3%, nobody in the country could've predicted this happening.
Of course, this doesn't mean much of anything when prices seem to be entirely arbitrary, as seen by this monstrosity
Alongside non-existent wage growth
Results entirely in the obvious choice to get out of this country as fast as I can. But the next vote will fix things surely.
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the host asked him, "mr godzilla, would you like to have something?"
godzilla replied, "yes, you!" and ate him