You guys said I should leave her but she's hot

I walked my normal time in the morning.

Then spent the evening looking around for a missing kitten.

Didn't find him sadly. For now assuming somebody took them into their own home.

I don't feel exhausted anymore.

I have reached normie tier health and focus.

How do you gigachad up from this point?

I honestly have no clue where the good quality executed function just kicked in but it has and I intend to keep it.

I hope you all also find your higher powers and unlock them one day.

Now all I need is to learn to talk to a foid and learn how to make very good levels of money.

Was inspeculating my milkers before I pu to the darty

Spotted what appears to be a stretch mark forming. Sad, but at least they're growing

any foids here know how to prevent the stretch mark from growing?? !cuteandvalid

After all your helpful comments I've decided to break up with my current girlfriend but I won't do it until I find a rebound. Unfortunately I live in an area where most foids are white so I need ideas as to where I should hunt. Please no joke answers.

So you know how people with anxiety, ADHD, or Autism, have executive dysfunction. One of the more common ones being the inability to fluidly turn a decision into action?

I just got the executive action part of my brain working again.

I am not sure what exactly did it, maybe the meditation, or the improved diet, or the weight loss, or the improved sleep schedule, or a combination of it all, but now I have unlocked all the brain capabilities of the average successful middle class guy.

I am happy about that so just wanted to share it with somebody out there.

I'm talking from the deepest pits of Mordor and my butt is speaking The Black Speech. Peeling the paint off the walls, heat mirages in the air, actual stink lines emanating. I'm surprised I haven't been asked to leave.

I was initially tempted to not wipe down the equipment just to make it a permanent part of the gym, but that's too far.

Update: I checked my skivvies cuz I was nervous but I'm clean

Should I do it?

!ranchers

I have a long and sordid history with moving house. While most people have a childhood house I have six or seven childhood houses. This is normal for military families but my family is civilian, my mom gets itchy feet and better jobs so away we go. I was promised by them that our current house would be the last time we moved. We lasted four whole years which I believe is a new record.

So now we are moving again, to a new state and with many, many farm animals.

This new place is significantly more rural. I call myself a ruralcel but at the end of the day where I live is distinctly more suburban. This new place is farms and pastures galore. The big city is much larger than my current big city and closer yet somehow it's distinctly very rural half an hour away.

Anyways one of the houses we looked at had free chickens! The owners just left them there I guess. This house was my favorite house not only because of the chickens but also because it has a pond and I'd get my own giant basement room.

At another house they had a weird unmowed square in the middle of the pasture that had these plants with weird pods which turned out to be milkweed.

Also here's a random picture I took of the mountains !animalposters

I like nature and wildlife so I like to keep it simple.

60D, EFS55-250mm. 24mm prime lens for when I want to go wider. weighs just under 2lb all up.

The 250mm is a great little lens. Weighs almost nothing and has stabilization and if you drop it over the side of your kayak its not a big deal.

Its not the best for birds and smaller wildlife though so I'm looking at a 100-400mm L telephoto lens today

!animalposters !birdposters show us your photos

Also I won't have access to the internet while I'm out there so @October good news!

I'm studying for the final classification of amateur radio licensing which is the Extra class and it's the hardest one. A lot of this test covers electrical engineering math and whatnot. Can someone tell me why reactance is measured with “j” as in -jX for capacitance and jX for inductance? Seems weird to have a variable as a final figure

I've been going to bed stupid early, am sober, healthy, don't drink caffeine for at least 6 hours before bed, clean sheets, etc everything i can think of but my eyes still shoot open every hour at night and i sleep like shit and all I want is a full night of rest I don't want to take any sleeping pills because drugs are bad, I'd rather find a different way first so umm if you had troubles with insomnia then how did you fix it

I'm also a gymrat and lift 5×/week I'm not some neet who sits in a gooncave ok I just can't stop thinking at night or stay asleep even though I'm really tired

I just beamed two weeks worth of precalc and like two months of stats into my brain. Wish I didn't use up literally all of my time but my parents are forcing me to go on some sort of r-slurred road trip tomorrow so I had to cram and do all of my already accelerated coursework in 7 hours.

Glad I already took precalc because I can't imagine anyone who hasn't already done it succeeding. Professor just throws the book at you and says “figure it out” it has been nearly 6 years since I even thought of a triangle though and I'm slowly but surely remembering everything. I feel 15 year old me shaking her head; ashamed that I forgot the unit circle. If I do anything this weekend memorizing that thing is at the top of my list. I also hate the program we use for homework bc it keeps making me rationalize my square roots and they fricking never make you rationalize in every other class I've taken. When I took calculus both times the teacher didn't give a shit, they were way more worried about your +C

I will fully admit that I just straight up don't understand statistics. This is my fault because I've been reverse engineering the answers from the practice problems instead of sitting through the recorded lecture (boring) I was actually doing well up until I took the third quiz and bombed it lol. I think I may have over exerted myself on this though, I think I did literally half of the class work for the entire class. We can retake quizzes so I'm gonna do that preferably not at 11:30 PM. I'll even watch the videos. This isn't a math class though, this is a calculator programming class and unfortunately I'm bad with my calculator. Casio really is the Linux of calculators let me tell you. Supposedly they're better than TI and they're definitely cheaper but you have to mess with it every time you want to change your lists and it's annoying and I blame it for my failure. That and I'm r-slurred rn, I literally got a question wrong bc I confused right and left. I don't really like taking math quizzes online either because you get really bad scores compared to irl. There's no points awarded for things like work shown or how your process is. It's all or nothing.

But he stole the trap, dragged it over a 4 inch beam, and is now dying somewhere in my ceiling and I can't feed him to my birds

Hopefully he doesn't stink too bad.

And my aunt begs her not to go there because the concert will be in most Islam city in EU and ironic the most Jew city in EU (Antwerpen) and supposedly Madona is very pro Israel and Muslim know it. My cousine is full half black and looks like Zendaya so she will be fine but still kek and she like true feminist can't miss such concert of her inspiration

To bad she didn't told me earlier I would went with her

And felt nostalgic. The old YouTube days, they were some comfy times.

Post some old YouTube videos.

I didn't ask for details but I think she disgusts me now

I think I'm gonna dump her while she watches the Taylor Swift movie tomorrow

like seriously, i've been sick the last week coughing so is that why? my only idea

ITT: Post you shelves

They entered the car with their large sugary drinks in hand, both had tightly pulled ponytail, greasy hair and looked out of breath (didn't stop them from sipping their calories). They took twice as much space as I did as a broad shouldered 6'2 man. They seemed aware enough to notice that people didn't like their kind but not enough to put down the drinks for a sec. Once most people left the wagon they rushed to take seats, like two wildebeests seeing a lake after a drought.