Me (cis f) and my soulmate (mtf) are having our son on Friday and we just finished her second lactation consultation today. She's been on a protocol of hormones that essentially mimics pregnancy and can trigger lactation it's looking like she's starting to produce a milky like substance which she got swabbed today during the appointment. Her breast development has also sky rocketed since the new protocol and she's really happy with that. She's just been glowing and I can see her confidence increasing which makes me so happy for her. If all is well she will be able to eventually feed our baby (we will both be breastfeeding).

The lactation consultant seems really hopeful and excited because there aren't many cases of situations like ours. There have been studies about trans women breastfeeding but what makes our situation a little different is that our baby is my fiancées biological son. I feel like in a way my fiancée will be able to help other trans women in the sense of providing the lactation consultant with this experience and further knowledge on MTF breastfeeding. Her lactation consultant has dealt with lesbian couples before, but not a lesbian cis/trans couple.

On top of that, my fiancée is so excited to be a mother and I know she's going to be amazing at it, I can't wait to see her hold and love our son and I'm so excited to start this new chapter with her. I love her so much.

!chuds !transphobes

https://t.co/wAtiA8IRtV pic.twitter.com/AHHpRiRSBj

— Emma 🗡 (@edjenko) January 14, 2025

9 years ago, people thought he was gay; 4 years ago, her was making Roblox music videos with his friend "wokesexpest". What's your excuse, incels?

pretty cool

Here is the thing. I test hypnosis on and off here and there, and over time I sometimes get messages from the dream state. Usually the messages were some simple things like "here is a story idea" or "Here is another cool story idea" or "whoops sleep paralysis." little signals like the last few moments of a dream where something interesting happens and still feels profound when you wake up.

What happened over time however, is that those last moments of dreams became less abstract and more like direct recommendations. Like you know the bicameral brain theory? Where one side of your brain is giving instructions and the other side of your brain is perceiving it as an outside voice from beyond yourself? Something like that but more with my subconscious directly telling me that I am wrong about something or not, and me waking up and going over what I am told I was wrong about, and realizing the dream advisor voice is correct.

Here is where things took a turn though. In my most recent self hypnosis/ nap session, I appear to have gone through a hypnotic regression ( simple explanation for hypnotic regression - going through locked memories in a hypnotic state, memories you cannot normally access ) rather than just a random dream advice message ( I was trying for hypnotic transcendent experience), and that regression state told me a story that does not match up with what I remember of my past but would match up with the theoretical timeline of my life and all that happened.

So I come from a third world nation. We have had A lot, and I mean ALOT, of change in our values and how we treat the people around us. From a 1st world point of view, the third world may still be very backwards, but from a third world perspective, every generation the third world has been busy stuffing in a single generation time frame about 100 years of western cultural and social change at once, to catch up on the western ideas that work. For example - In the west you might have stories of your grandfather beating your dad half dead or your great grandfather beating your grandfather half dead on a whim, but by your time you are trying to give your kid a time out to sit in their room as a lesson to take your car without permission and get caught by the cops for speeding.

Well, you take that level of cultural change and you fit it within a single generation, two at the very longest timescale, and you have got the rate at which culture is changing in the 3rd world. So the very same parent who might have been using you like a gym punching bag while you were 8-9 would be trying to learn to not raise his voice at you just because they are frustrated by the time you are in your 20s.

Now that the background information is filled in, here is my dream hypnosis regression comes in. In it was a message for me, and the message was that one of my parents is supposed to have been a crazy psycho on a whole other level than the worst that I remember about them. That they were a crazy psycho to the point that there is a clear gap between how different and fricked up my life was before I was 8 years old and after I was 8 years old, even though I remember almost nothing from before 8 years old.

Here is the problem with that dream though. It felt like it was the truth, but I don't remember the level of psycho that the dream was telling me one of my parents were in the very beginning, but, and this is an important but, I have enough memories of my parents to know that they became less violent and shittier in their anger every single year over time and the process of becoming less aggressive is still going on till today, and if I looked at the theoretical model of their behavior getting worse with every single year even beyond the earliest point where I can remember a bad memory, it suggests an 8 year time span where I would have absolutely ended up living with pure demons for a few days to weeks every year. In theory that pattern perfectly holds based on the pattern from 9 year old to the 20s that I do remember. Taking that pattern back I would in theory absolutely be living with psychopaths where it is a miracle that half my skull isn't crushed in and I can still speak.

But, here is the second part of the problem. My skull isn't half crushed in, and I can still speak, and the only evidence I have that "it never even began" is a theoretical model that fits, along with a dream telling me things were a lot worse than I will ever even be able to remember. It is like a case of profiling where the profile fits, but I have no 1st hand evidence to support the accusation.

For all I know the hpyno dream could just be completely made up, and actually just a dream filling in random blanks based on my subconscious storytelling mind. Creating a random tragedy possibly where none exists. To make matters worse, I come from a save face culture, which means that even if I asked people in my family about it, they would either label it as not half as bad as whatever I have in mind, or deny the existence of any suffering completely.

At the end of the day, now I am stuck with a revealed truth about my past that may not even be a truth, that has a profound impact on how I view my existence, creating change, and yet for all I know that message about a deep dark past from the subconscious mind is a complete made up fabrication.

Conclusion:

Hypnotic regression may or may not be real, may or may not be filling your mind with made up nonsense, but the experience certainly will feel like the truth.

Wouldn't recommend unless you can handle that uncertainty and an alternate truth to your existence that doesn't match up with how you have lived your life so far.

@Redactor0 from what I remember you like Spooky adjacent content.

So rdrama what do you think?

This is ongoing, with no end in sight so far.

1. "That statue should be in JAIL"

2. "they built a frickin statue" "as they should"

3. "let's make a petition to get it removed" "why can't we simply destroy it"

4. "some real racist comments in here..." "you sound vaccinated"

5. "If I lived near that monstrosity it would be a boat anchor"

6. "I love that bird" "I use that flag in your profile photo as potty paper"

7. "is that real bronze... scrap prices are up right now wink, wink"

8. "darn racists... I wish many generations of Amurimutts for your bloodline " "So then you agree that mixed grandkids would be a curse?"

9. "where is it, I wanna take a dump on it too"

These comments just go on and on lol...

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Before I begin, I would just like to thank rDrama.net for this one, because I became aware that his foid existed due to this very post in here 2 years ago on her Xweet that went viral!

https://rdrama.net/post/55885/can-we-make-this-into-a

Anyhow....

Meet the future of Western Christian Conservatism

Imagine the most gorilla looking mandingo BIPOC you ever saw, blackest gorilla BIPOC ever, big, dumb, and sweaty with a meaty BBC tittyfricking this slut and spraying his load all over her. Making her licking the remains from his BBC and then he takes this whore and shoves his meat inside her kitty and pumps her for an hour before he roars a jungle gorilla roar after he empties his balls inside her and lets his Mandingo seed fertilize her womb. Then he keeps her as his personal cumslut were her lips are sealed to his BBC. Her body craving for a big, dumb, and violent gorilla BIPOC who will create BNWO with his BBC. White slutty women getting bred like farm animals by big black peepees that jackhammer their fertile pink kitties like there is no tomorrow, I've been a union contractor for over 20 years now and I have the experience to say just by looking at those pictures without a doubt, in my expert professional opinion that, that woman was constructed in such a way that she conforms to the rigorous set of building codes and standards that make her not only legally but also judiciously built for BBC.

!chuds !lutherans !coomers !weebs

(given how much buck broken by consumerism and xwitter grifting, I give 10 years until we start seeing Right-Wing Chrisitan porn studios and hentai artists popping up )

Here she is on generic GooberGate/ComixGate/WeebGate podcasts:

Anyways, who is this?

Totally sounds like what you would read on the Xwitter bio of an Asuka cosplayer!

She is a Lutheran:

But Lutherans are no longer terminally online based and redpilled Asuka enjoyers, and so she is now "just Christian":

But wait she still claims to be a Lutheran as recently as 30 October

Israel LE BAD because.... BECAUSE IT JUST IS OKAY?

I have seen more White people collectively defend Israel in the past 48 hours than I have ever seen defend their own existence. Really makes you think.

— Mack (@kenzietuff) October 8, 2023

They unironically think I support Israel, it’s quite hilarious.

— Mack (@kenzietuff) October 15, 2024

Unironic "my ancestors :)" posting:

My ancestors carved out Appalachia and my husband’s ancestors were on the Mayflower- can you say the same, anon? Or do you prefer calling heritage Americans Jews because they don’t edge-post as much as you want despite them clearly agreeing with you? Piss off.

— Mack (@kenzietuff) October 2, 2024

Zxister, I do not think that your Hyperborean WASP ancestors who built Appalachia () are proud of a descendant that is known for playing dress up as oriental cartoon girls at age 36 in softcore pornography, while spending the majority of her life shitposting about saving the white race through internet memes and copying Japanese society.

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Cracking up. Pictured below: literally me

Mfw no Hoppean anarcho-capitalist Kurisu Makise Dr. Pepper loving Nazi wife pic.twitter.com/Y3NGVuHZn4

— Mack (@kenzietuff) May 18, 2024

Despite being a turbogigachuddette MAGA lady, she is quite sympathetic towards the majority-White majority-Christian and highly-nationalistic nation of Ukraine , even though she opposes sending aid to it

Every Ukrainian citizen is a Nazi? “Free thinker” in bio being challenged in the head undefeated. pic.twitter.com/NsDvQYuQbW

— Mack (@kenzietuff) January 21, 2024

I wish no one in White countries had to die, but I’d certainly not look at them and tell them to quit fighting, no. It’s interesting the narrative doesn’t ever swing towards Russia should stop, always Ukraine should give up. And I have Russian extended family 🤷‍♀️

— Mack (@kenzietuff) July 27, 2024

It looks like you didn’t like when the United States bombed hospitals in the Middle East, but you said this about a hospital in Ukraine being bombed with children. Curious, I wonder what the difference is here for you. https://t.co/uZvUZfYdnP pic.twitter.com/Q5jy46h5WR

— Mack (@kenzietuff) July 14, 2024

Because he jumped on the CRT is racist train? Where is his post calling for the military to be sent to schools preaching anti-White rhetoric to children? He won’t send money to White Ukraine but he’ll sure as heck send it to Israel.

— Mack (@kenzietuff) April 22, 2024

Ever since Ukraine figures allegedly on the Dissident Right have been shilling Dugin + many RW anons are non-Whites protecting their own interests over the past few years.

— Mack (@kenzietuff) March 22, 2024

That's fine, but I have far more in common with Christians in Ukraine than with Jews in Israel.

— Mack (@kenzietuff) October 30, 2023

Ukraine has one of the lowest vaccination rates in Europe as of the end of last year- and you're using the current horrific situation for the citizens to push lockdown propaganda. Absolutely disgusting. Talk about "selfish." https://t.co/Gr3XGJDRfG

— Mack (@kenzietuff) February 26, 2022

To be expected, she really loves the Honorary Aryans of Japan (but obviously not their moids tho )

When I went to Japan there was a ton of stuff flavored like this it’s amazing

— Mack (@kenzietuff) October 8, 2024

I’ve been to Japan and cosplay Japanese characters, she’s got no excuse

— Mack (@kenzietuff) August 20, 2024

The United States could absolutely be like Japan by embracing two words: physical removal https://t.co/Jg2ugY7SvT

— Mack (@kenzietuff) April 4, 2024

This one takes the cake in its low-IQ foidbrain take doebeit:

Anime is quite literally a tool used to promote families and breeding in Japan + seethe more + post physique https://t.co/knEASm3JGS pic.twitter.com/Jgim9Iu54E

— Mack (@kenzietuff) July 9, 2022

TRANIME IS PRO-NATALIST PROPAGANDA TO MAKE PEOPLE WANT TO MARRY AND HAVE CHILDREN

Zxister, if Tranime is a Jap psyop to make people go outside and have children, then it is the worst fricking psyop ever created in human history, it has resulted in the opposite effect to an unprecedented extent, because causing incels to out and turn into hikikomori gooners is surely how we will increase birth rates or something

More White foid nneeding at how Huwite men are incapable of lusting after Asian foids:

NOOOO YOU JUST CAN'T MARRY ASIAN WOMEN YOU FRICKING JEWISH CHAD ZOG CUCK GLOBALIST RACE TRAITOR, YOU MUST US MARRY ONLY US CHAD JAWLINE HAGS BECAUSE.... THE BIBLE SAYS THAT WYPIPO CAN'T MARRY ASIANS OR SOMETHING, YOU CAN APPRECIATE ASIAN FEMALE BEAUTY AND CONSUME JAP MEDIA 24/7 BUT YOU MUST NOT MARRY ASIAN WOMEN BECAUSE..... BECAUSE YOU JUST CAN'T OK-AAAAACK!

ALSO HOLY CHAD JAWLINE BATMAN, IS ZXHE ACCURATELY COSPLAYING WESTERN FOID VIDYA CHARACTERS NOW?!?!

!foidmoment

Yep, this is going to my "List of White Nationalist Tradthots with face "

Anyways, a redscarecel said this:

Does anyone knows what video that is?

Furthermore, she is probably smart enough to know that if she got anywhere near close to the "Dissident Right" Trad Christian anime avatars, she would been subjected to non-stop harassment and unsolicited peepee pics from groypjeet gooners desperate for a Neo-Nazi cosplayer waifu to send aryan vegene and bobs sar pls, even doe she is 36 years old and already married

Some posts of her mocking Groypoids and "Dissident Right" loli catboy hard-working Americans for being cute twinks:

Even doe she sided with Hard-working American Straguentes two years ago, before the mass libertarian leaks in the Groypjeet "movement" became common knowledge:

New safe haven from censorship platform GETTR almost immediately banned Nick Fuentes btw 🌎🤡

— Mack (@kenzietuff) January 4, 2022

Anyways, right after I finished writing all of this autism, @Eleganza has said that she has disowned cosplaying and has now grown up (), so yeah, if you know any more cool stuff about this peak current year foid moment, be sure to post it here! !ranchers !trump2024 @LainClowningAround

MORAL OF THE STORY?

TWFD

ASUK-ACK! LOST

M-ACK! LOST

NEON GENESIS EVABIPOCS LOST

WMAF WON

BWC WON

Those minnesota links are to a channel/playlist that just redirects to a channel (not an actual livestream)

right now some guy is talking about midwifes

>33 people watching

DRUMPF is finished

Not sure how many people follow the rationalist types but you probably have heard of or read stuff from Aella, a strangely neurodivergent self-described "whorelord" who loves using big data to do things like share her orgy planning performance.

https://t.co/ZWIGEllZug

— Aella (@Aella_Girl) January 29, 2025

https://old.reddit.com/r/bayarea/comments/1id8pd7/string_of_recent_killings_linked_to_bay_area/

https://sfist.com/2025/01/29/suspect-and-possible-cult-member-makes-court-appearance-in-vallejo-killing-as-further-links-revealed-to-other-murders/

I haven't gotten that much into it but looks like the homicidal members have a disturbingly common trait. Assigned male at birth, perhaps

Somehow Republicans and Christians are involved

Although this group is based in the bay area (Vallejo mostly, I think) they're associated with murders in PA, VT (including a border patrol officer recently) and faking their deaths to avoid court.

Surprisingly he lived a long life after burning it

I never use them and I'll give you 200.

!kino Ne Zha 2 might actually make over 2 billion dollars and be a strong contender against Avatar 3 later this year.

https://old.reddit.com/r/boxoffice/comments/1iqwxwa/in_china_ne_zha_2_grossed_an_incredible/

These mayos have no sense of humor