!chuds

All the sass!

Also, please upmarsey or donate to help fight the good fight c:

!animalposters !cats

!gaystapo !gayporn

IVE BEEN WITH HIM FOR BOUT 3 WEEKS EXCLUSIVELY, NO MORE SLEEPING AROUND AND FRICKING OTHER DUDES, HES HANDSOME AND GOOD ENOUGH TO BE MY SUB

https://www.theregister.com/AMP/2025/02/13/fbi_cisa_unforgivable_buffer_overflow/

this music is what i mmade with the help of AI, enjoy

Me? Well you see. I was checking my mail like I usually do when I received a letter. "Dear Ricky" was on the lid with hearts and decor on the front along with a "Happy Valentines day". I was ecstatic of course because I thought I knew who the sender was. For you see within the last few weeks another one of my eGFs has managed to dox me. I had flown her out to me twice in two months, and I was very cautious. It takes me a while to trust and even though I could feel the love starting to form I just did not trust her fully yet so I didn't want her to know my address or full name.

Unfortunately while I was sleeping she looked through my wallet, found ID my name and then my linkedin and then me. So far things are still good between us even though she will joke about how casually she can ruin my life sometimes. I don't know. I feel like there is something wrong with the way I've been perceiving danger over these last few years and I think it gets worse every day. What is danger really? What is that feeling? Why do we listen to it?

But anyways back to the topic at hand. I have been having a rough couple of months with the only bright light being my eGFs. All of the neurotypical women I meet on the apps only want me for my body and the ones who are looking for love don't want to be with someone like me who enjoys trolling on the internet. You may think I'm joking but I'm not, because my troll side is a big part of me. And unfortunately society forces me to hide it. You can't just tell people about your trolling habits and expect good treatment in return.

This has lead to me feeling isolated. Doubly so because I just recently moved out of my families home to be across the country just based on an impulse decision. I spent my entire Christmas with Greg Doucette and I was on research chemicals so I still have random flashbacks to that period that will probably be occuring for the next 5-10 years. One eye is always seeing the future while the other is always seeing the past. It's actually so annoying because the visual snow from my last incident was just starting to recede. But yeah I have just been stressed out. I am still training to try and get it all out but it feels like my body fails before my mind lately.

I'm off topic again, so back to the letter. I received this letter and thought it was from my egirl who had just doxxed me. Maybe she came to surprise me? But no. This is what I received.

Now I don't want to seem ungrateful. I truly do not. I love my parents for thinking about me, however this just was not what I needed right now. And the blow was dealt in a way that is hard to deal with.

Because when I feel pain I would just rather feel it all at once, and when I'm experiencing it I don't want to react to it in anyway. I have mastered the ability to just accept it and let it take its course. The exception to this is if I am distracted by others. People always poke and prod in moments like this, and it is the worst thing you can do to someone like me. They are dragging it out. Today would have been over already if that letter was not sent. I'm not afraid to say this almost ruined my entire day.

Almost.

I found the way out. The way out is through love. To love so deeply that every other emotion feels like an illusion in comparison. You have to want them to kill you. A love so strong that you start thinking behaviors you previously classified as batshit insane are actually rational thoughts tied in facts and logic. And really the only way to truly feel a love like this is to let go entirely.

I don't why things are that way, but it is. You need to be thinking about loss constantly. You need to see your loved ones die one million times in your head so that you can let them go. Because I promise you until you do that you won't truly know loss. You will always be hoping, arguing with yourself, trying to find a way out. But when you look far enough ahead you'll realize that was a r-slurs game. You're just running on a treadmill in denial that eventually you're going to run out of gas. The suffering of the gazelle will always outweigh the pleasure of the lion.

But while you cannot change the outcome. You can accept it. And through true acceptance you can end it.

I'm not talking about ending it through a cowardly method such as "enlightenment:". That is only temporary, and you are leaving the cycle to continue it's cruel and twisted game while you escape into the merciful oblivion. My solution will be permanent.

I am going to kill Samsara. The entire cycle. I will save every last one of us. I don't care how long it takes me. I don't care if I have to spend one million years crawling through a tunnel of discarded rusty kitchen knives. I don't care if I have to roll a boulder up a 50 trillion mile 30 degree incline. I am the only one with the will to do this, and I doubt anyone else will even try.

My friends, I will save you all. I promise.

!friendsofspiderman

@Spiderman

I need to talk to you. We have to do this together. You are the only one who can help me.

https://rdrama.net/h/dioceseofrdrama/post/321468/the-prophecymarseyfortunetellerof-st-malachy-pope-francis

https://rdrama.net/h/maxn/post/343602/terrifying-doomsday-fish-carpwave-found-on

We have a double gaming desk in our office, I just watch bf play vidya. I rearranged my side of the desk for cat optimization

!animalposters !cats

Here's the text of one of the resignations, from a former clerk for Brett Kavanaugh and John Roberts (conservative judges for the s reading)

I expect you will find someone who is enough of a fool, or enough of a coward, to file your motion. But it was never going to be me.

You can see another here: https://www.cnn.com/2025/02/13/politics/read-acting-us-attorney-resignation-letter-doj-response/index.html

which is from a Federalist society member and Scalia clerk:

And to top it all off, 's Border Czar threatens to renew the charges if he doesn't cooperate with ICE (totally not corruption though):

ANOTHER airplane crash. So many casualties and crashes over the past month. It's almost as if we should have had an FAA chief, head of TSA and not put a freeze on qualified air traffic controllers.

But, hey, President Musk wants more of the pie so Trump will give it to him. Good…

— Wajahat Ali (@WajahatAli) February 17, 2025

Thanks Trump for freezing FAA flight control hires!

You are murdering people.

Or are u blaming DEI, Biden & Obama — under which we had nearly no major airline crashes???

BREAKING: Delta flight 4819 from Minneapolis/St. Paul, is upside down on the runway after landing at… pic.twitter.com/AKWSo8w4dn

— Morgan J. Freeman (@mjfree) February 17, 2025

these two headlines together seem like they should be the end of the Musk Constitutional Interregnum in US politics pic.twitter.com/MO7GJ754ey

— Will Stancil (@whstancil) February 17, 2025

all this time it was literally DEI OR DIE and we didn't realize it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! https://t.co/21zjEnF8sc

— hasanabi (@hasanthehun) February 17, 2025

This is how she set up the board:

This is how it should be normally set up:

Its typical for new people in chess to mix up the placement of king and queen in middle, but its another level of blunder to mix the knights and bishops, which indicates you havent played a single game in your life.

Seems Elon is not picking the brightest genes for his infant farm.

PLEASE DONATE, I DID NOT APPRECIATE BAN LAND!

!animalposters !cats

orange sight: https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=42950059

p cool tbh

https://www.theg*mer.com/sonic-the-hedgehog-dr-eggman-robotnik-voice-actor-mike-pollock-slur-accusations/

https://x.com/hashtag/recastEggman

The official voice actor for Dr Eggman (Mike Pollock) has encouraged his fanbase to publicly call me slurs in a now deleted tweet, please spread this tweet around do not let him get away with this! pic.twitter.com/iqax0y2o8Y

— juno (Girlfricker) (@DewEnjoyer) February 13, 2025

President Ross has left the the hulk buster life behind. He's now a greying aging president who needs pills before every speech. He talks about togetherness, progress, and building the future better, while US allies mock him for being weak and indecisive. He ultimately resigns from office after being tainted with a massive scandal for the good of the nation.

Shockingly President Hulk is not a Trump allegory like many seething critics claimed, but in fact Joe Biden, which helps explain Harrison Ford's especially lethargic performance. Beyond this funny reveal the movie is mostly a bland take on the Manchurian Candidate concept with above average action for MCU standards. The film kinda flirts with the black communities hatred of Biden and Kamala but has the black guy sleeper president hulk imprisoned forgive him at the end so its okay i guess.

Captain America has a zoomer sidekick who says fr alot and other zoomerisms and there is still cringe MCU script humor.

Overall its a mediocre 5/10. Movie bob was right !bobmob this movie is about as good as Captain America Civil war and other MCU movies the only difference is political sneed is causing critics to actually rate these movies accurately for once. Its a 5/10 and most MCU movies fall in the 4-6 range

!kino for my money the worst marvel movies is The Avengers, a near plotness movie with no charm, character development or theme. A mindless series of mediocre fight scenes with some truly ugly color grading which makes everything look faker then a tv cop drama.

🇺🇸🤔 US defense stocks are falling.

Over the month:
• Lockheed Martin: -16.41%
• Northrop Grumman: -13%
• General Dynamics: -10.93%
• Raytheon Technologies: -2.66%

European defense stocks are rising:
🇩🇪 Rheinmetall: +36.4%
🇫🇷 Thales: +22.66%
🇬🇧 BAE Systems: +10.17%
🇪🇺…

— MAKS 24 🇺🇦👀 (@Maks_NAFO_FELLA) February 18, 2025

Thаt fаļļ аínt еvеn řеļаtеd tр khоhоļstаn

Аnd еvеn íf ít wаs, thоsе соmраníеs соmbínе аrе 6 tímеs ļеss wоrth thаn nvídеа

🇺🇦 Zelensky in shock: "It feels like Russia and the US are now discussing the ultimatum that Putin set at the beginning of the war".

If we didn't go for it at the most difficult moment, where does this feeling come from that we will agree to it now? - Zelensky asks.
He recalled… pic.twitter.com/QMun0NZApx

— Zlatti71 (@Zlatti_71) February 18, 2025

But thís ís funníеs shít tоdау, Zеļеnskуу сļаímíng thаt thíngs tоdау аínt wоřsе fоř ukřаínе thеn ín 2022

Ιn 2025 thеrе nо hорíum thаt wеst саn gívе sоmеthíng thаt hеļрs Ukwаínе wín, thеrе nо rеsеrvеs tо kеер fíghtíng, sаnсtíоns аrе оvеr, nо mоrе Bídеn, соuntwу еxíst just аt gíbs

Me and my partner are both plus size. We were having s*x doggy position and he slipped out and immediately try to go back in but went into my butt instead.

This is the second time within a month that the same incident has happened. First time I cried so much because it hurt and he comforted me. This time it hurt still as much but I didn't cry because I'm more mad than sad.

I'm mad because I've always told him that I never want to do anal it's not something for me and he brought up doing anal for the longest time until I told him I'd have to break up if this was a deal breaker because it's never happening and he let it go.

Now that this has happened twice so close together I feel as if it's been done on purpose. Only because we've always done doggy and when he slips he repositions himself gently back in he never just tries to immediately go back in.

He apologized and said "I'm sorry. It's my fault I've gained weight and my belly is more round so I couldn't see and didn't realize"

So am I to believe his belly blocked him and he was just into it that's why he didn't position himself gently back or was this done on purpose? He didn't stay in long only because I let out a scream and told him to get off. It just feels so close together to have the same thing happen twice when in our 2 year relationship this has never happened before.

JUST WANTED TO ADD: Thank you I just felt like I was overthinking this. Once I brushed it off as accidental but twice within a month is too much. He is currently snoring while I'm here with a bit of soreness, nothing compared to the first time it happened but still. This happening twice now… I don't want to think he did it on purpose but this is looking like it was. I'm not sure how to proceed if we didn't have a baby together I'd say it's over. But me being a sahm me leaving over this it just can't happen overnight.

I think I'll just refrain from s*x with him for a while. He's not an aggressive or mean person but this incident just has me needing to take a step back from being intimate.

!foidmoment

But MCU isn't kino

I agree

Let's all celebrate that these movies are dying out with a whimper. Not even a year's break from capeshit could bring general audiences back to this one (Deadpool did well but I think that and Spider-Man are really their own brands in the eyes of normies)

So what's everyone watching this week? !kino !hatewatchers !bobmob

and then the credits roll

!g*mers

New Kamala word salad just dropped.

We seriously dodged a bullet pic.twitter.com/nw7SAoZ3af

— Libs of TikTok (@libsoftiktok) February 16, 2025

stolen from here: https://old.reddit.com/r/PoliticalCompassMemes/comments/1ipo5ue/the_dark_woke_rises/