like a live demonstration of how r-slurred I sound doing this shit

thx teacher but this isn't rly helping me

Behold the perfect male specimen

!actualbiofoids !pinggrouplovers !male feminists @Ping-Krazy @_Ghost_Poster @The_Ghost_Poster @Ping_Hazy_the_2nd

ADIEUcels in shambles

I'm supposed to be tapering but I took 4 benzos today already. I feel sick if I don't take them, they make me feel normal. I actually feel productive after taking benzos. Without them I feel like dying. I don't want to wean, I want to ramp up but I know I should be doing the opposite. They help me sometimes but I can't stay addicted to pills my whole life.

The calm they hit you with is irresistable. It's like nothing matters anymore. You can just focus on the good parts of life. Maybe listen to some music, write, work. It's all good and flows smoothly. Why can't life always be like this?

Things I have tried till now (from yesterday night):

1. 5mg Xanax

2. 3mg Clonazepam

3. 1200 mg Ibuprofen

4. 2 tubes of lidocaine

5. Huge amount of iodine mouth wash mixed with hot water

6. Extreme Cope Seethe and Dilate

The only effect of 1-5 have been that I have repeatedly fallen asleep only to wake up and realize the pain hasn't gone away and take more of the same thing. While drug abuse might be cool, this isn't sustainable for more than 48 hours.

Any other thing I should tack on top of these? My dentist told me to frick off since he ruled out surgery and told me the tooth and some nerves are so entangled that extracting will not work and thus just cope. If I go for surgery anyway and damage my nerves, it might cause permanent alteration of sense, touch and taste.

Anyway how do you guys deal with extreme teeth pain?

Pinging !r-slurs since there isn't any !personal ping group

Canada - uncontrolled mass migration, housing crisis, suppressed wages

Australia - uncontrolled mass migration, housing crisis, suppressed wages

New Zealand - uncontrolled mass migration, housing crisis, suppressed wages

England - uncontrolled mass migration, housing crisis, suppressed wages

Ireland - uncontrolled mass migration, housing crisis, suppressed wages

Scotland - uncontrolled mass migration, housing crisis, suppressed wages

USA - uncontrolled mass ILLEGAL migration, heading towards housing crisis, suppressed wages

What is happening in the Westoidsphere?

Why is this all happening at the same time?

I keep running into removed posts that don't have any achieve or mirror in the comments, time was every sub used snapshill to archive posts. Did the badmins cuck them?

Besides pulling an Uncle Ted, of course

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I just put 10$ into lottery tickets and got 15$ back I see this as being a pretty profitable thing and I'm going to see how feasible it would be to do this full time.

Also the gas station wagie seemed incredibly annoyed that he had to give me the cash for my ticket.

Shown is one of our three family dogs, Bailey. !animalposters I adore this photo, it's been my mom's contact tag for years!

Anyone else have funny ones for family that don't doxx? Or do, if you're into that sort of thing, I suppose

What is addiction supposed to feel like? I can't sleep without taking like 5 or 6 of them. I feel light-headed and like I'm going to puke when I'm not on them. Is this addiction? I'm not particularly compelled to take some, but I know they will cure the symptoms.

As those I've been DMing with and chatting on Groomercord will be aware, I have recently been going through some pretty serious turmoils in real life, including my marriage falling apart, losing my job and my kids not speaking to me.

This has me feeling very lonely and isolated, which has led to a lot of soul searching, reflection, regret, and just very emotional feelings.

Feelings which my natural instinct is to repress, and if I can't repress then lash out at.

As you know I have, on occasion, not been very nice to trans people and have made many enemies in the LGBTQ community here on rdrama.net through my nasty mean-spirited antics.

The true reason for me behaving in this manner will come as no surprise to a lot of you: I am in facts trans myself

It's something I've been aware of for many years and made this account as if it were a cis man. The constant "I thought AuntyAbortion was a foid" kind of speculation was funny but also dysphoric since it meant I was getting clocked despite my best efforts.

I decided to come out as my true self once and for all.

I naively thought that me finally embracing my identity as a trans man would be the fresh start I've been craving. But it hasn't.

Instead I've been rejected even more completely and am faced with no choice but to kill myself.

The following people are to blame:

Not welcome on /h/transgender. @Lappland blood is on your hands.

Not welcome in biofoids. @birdenthusiast blood is on your hands.

Not welcome in neomoids. @Soren blood is on your hands.

Not welcome in cuteandvalid. @Grue blood is on your hands.

WHERE THE FRICK THEN DO I BELONG?!

You know where I was always made to feel welcome?

Among the transphobes.

Maybe reflect on that. I hope you choke on your guilt.

Goodbye.

Had some crosseyed muslim b-word show me pics of her abused grandbaby while crying while I was trying to eat breakfast.

The psychotic roomate I had finally left after getting caught nodding out too many times but she started shit with everyone. Had her baby daddy message me on facebook spreading lies I was talking shit about him. Had to hear her crying and begging on the phone constantly for him to love her.

Can't be cool with literally fricking anyone cuz they start asking me for shit (hey can I borrow your shirt?? Can u help me out with this??)

Contemptuous people mad that I avoid them and think I'm better than them (I am. )

I have no upcoming court cases. Not on probation or parole or have active CPS cases against me.

Can't relate cuz I don't have rotting flesh scars from shooting up fent or having multiple kids (most got taken away from their parents thank god) I'm an alcoholic and people that whore themselves out are disgusting.

FUNNY but these two b-words were screaming at each other for hours about how THEY ARE SATAN AND THEY ARE THE EVIL SERPENT!!

My other r-slur roomate is still here and all she fricking does is complain about EVERYTHING and snores like a truck all night. Wont shut the frick up about her dead boyfriend, sorry, "husband" when she let it slip she had a protection order when he died of a heart attack.

Gotta do tons of bullshit like chores 3x a day and daily meetings and mandatory groups that are getting in the way of me finding a job but saying frick it and not letting this place cripple and stifle me.

STICKING WITH THE PLAN. CURRENTLY ON #212 and #246 on the section 8 housing list. Have a job training orientation this thursday. Have a car but have a DUI so driving jobs are out.

Oh yeah btw once I hit zero on the housing list they may deny me. I've been homeless here since like august with sober house addresses so idk.

The homeless shelter is CLOSED cuz it's nice out so this is my only option unless I want to live out of my car or in a tent.

Should have a job in a month. No buddhist temples around here in bumfrick nowhere. There's one 45 minutes away with viatnamese speaking services only.

The YMCA is $40 a month. Too poor rn but maybe later..

Spent my crazy check on food and making sure my car is up to date and shit like hangers and nicer clothes than leggings or sweatpants or 5 year old shirts with holes in them.

Can't leave without ""permission" like go to walmart or just outside which is why I wanted to just go to a shelter but nah...

Have a car, working on job and if the housing list doesnt work out there are horrible shitholes I can afford I GUESS.

Eventually when I'm stable and can't get kicked out immediately for any reason (employment, housing) they have lots of resources for certifications but yeah life sucks mad peepee rn.

Can't even drink or go hang out with a friend (I move fricking everywhere constantly and they're like 2-3 hours away rn)

LIFE IS GREAT. JUST REMEMBERING THIS IS TEMPORARY. NO PAIN NO GAIN I FRICKING GUESS

Got everything put back together and running - then it started spilling oil out between the engine and transmission. Whoever threatened to shit award me if I didn't replace the Rear Main Seal while in there can eat their own peepee. I replaced it, reassembled the engine, put the engine back in the car, spent two days hooking it back up - and the rear main seal gushes like Ted_Simp when you show her your substack.

What this means is I have to remove the engine and transmission and do everything over again. My question is, is there some way to test the seal before reinstalling the engine? It sits higher in the block than the sump, so the leaks won't occur until everything is running and splashing around in there. My thought is to replace it, then hang the motor tilted face-down overnight and see if anything drips out. Just hoping that won't cause any other issues.

Previous Posts:

https://rdrama.net/h/personal/post/255934/porsche-proctology-and-why-not-to

https://rdrama.net/h/personal/post/256091/porsche-proctology-part-ii-its-out

https://rdrama.net/h/personal/post/256458/porsche-proctology-part-iii-neardisaster-and

https://rdrama.net/h/personal/post/258426/porsche-proctology-part-iv-parts-purgatory

https://rdrama.net/h/personal/post/259271/porsche-proctology-part-v-im-bored

Anyways, rewinding a bit...

I cleaned up my motor mounts and swapped out the stiff bushings for some softer ones. One guy who does a lot of research on these motors discovered that if you have too stiff of mounts you'll end up triggering the anti-knock sensors.

I love how these hose clamps come pre-cocked with a disposable holder.

Here you can see just how little clearance there is between the frame and the top of the motor when removing and installing it.

Kitty taking a break.

Watching the eclipse from under the car.

Cool eclipse shadows but no time to sit around and watch.

The articulating Bosch Flexiclick driver comes in handy spinning new fasteners in. Just wish they had an impact version. At this point I was putting the engine back in without separating the transmission and without addressing the rear main seal. Once I got it in though I discovered I'd misaligned the clutch slave cylinder and blew it out in the process. That meant removing the engine again. At that point I decided I'd tackle the clutch and rear main seal while in there.

These bell housing bolts are all different sizes, so once again it's important to mark everything.

Separating the motor and transmission.

The circle in the center is the crankshaft, surrounded by the rear main seal. Below that is the IMS bearing, which is one of the Achilles heels of this motor. While it looks like the IMS is leaking, from my inspection it seems like it's just oil dripping down from the RMS.

Cleaned up with the seal removed.

Installing the new seal (wondering what I did wrong). I picked up this tool for $100 on Amazon. The "Official" tool is like $500 from Porsche, and tons of people had just as much luck using the one I did.

New clutch friction plate. Left the old pressure plate and flywheel in since they weren't very worn at only 57k miles.

Lining these two back up again was a huge b-word.

I picked up this Motive Pressure Bleeder to do the clutch hydraulics and it made bleeding the clutch an easy, less than five minute job.

Using my hydraulic ram kit to get the transmission lined up with the chassis just right.

Sometimes extraordinary work requires extraordinary measures.

Vacuum filling the coolant. This tool removes all of the air from the cooling system and then uses the vacuum pressure created to suck the coolant into the system without any air gaps.

Brenda

I always feared this would happen with a segmented disc. Thankfully my Metabo grinder has a safety clutch.

Pounding out old rusty studs to replace with bolts.

Putting that rotator ratchet to use.

Testing crankcase pressure (it's good!)

I'm probably going to walk away from it for a week or so at this point as I'm just too frustrated to properly do everything over again.

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Hi all, I don't have much food left so I need money asap, unfortunately my credit cards are maxed out and they keep denying me new ones. I also applied for loans and get denied for some reason (they won't tell me why). How do I avoid starving?

i want to buy a house in about a year, so i want to have a good credit score to make the lenders like me . currently i have a score of 769 from one credit card through my bank with a limit of 1k USD, which i pay in full every month. what is the best way to increase my score over the course of a year? it seems like you're meant to have a bunch of different cards that you use a little bit from and then pay in full every month, but applying for a bunch of cards seems as though it'd lower my score. will one year of good payment history on new cards offset the loss?

Tiktok full on sold me hook, line and sinker on artisinal small batch chinese teas and like a good NPC I opened up my wallet and obliged.

This shit just looks so satisfying

I bought a full chinky tea set too cos apparently im a twee fruitcake

I can't wait til it gets here

tell em you love m while they still around

really puts all this internet nonsense into perspective.

how can I go back to watching slop on youtube after seeing a loved one carried out on a stretcher?

maybe that's the best I can do.