Overwhelmed. That's the only word that can describe how I feel right now. I'm drowning in emotions, thoughts, and ideas that I can barely function. Perhaps writing out the issue will provide some relief.

Physical Strife

I've returned to self-harming. I don't even need benzos or painkillers to do it anymore. I can slash myself to the white meat and just sit with the pain. It barely phases me. In fact, there's a part of it that feels deliciously good. It's an entire experience - the blood that drips, the sight of carved-out flesh, the sensation of being obliterated. It all comes together beautifully. I'm not even ashamed of my scars anymore. I think what I've done to myself is quite remarkable, and not many people could manage. If only I could challenge that willpower and dedication to something worthwhile, but I'm stupid as frick and all I can do is longpost and do drugs.

I tried to contact my psychiatrist but they're closed until January. I made an appointment with a GP for today but I don't really know what I'm going to do or say. Just tell them I've been self-harming and having panic attacks? I don't know what they can do for me. I doubt they'll be allowed to prescribe me anything, since I'm technically still supposed to have a supply of benzos for the month (I ate them all ages ago).

Should I go or should I just leave it? I think what I'm really looking for is just someone to talk to, though I don't know if a GP is the right person to be talking to.

As I write this, I'm listening to Nas Illmatic, and I'll say it's my top 5 most favorite albums of all time, and I'd argue it's the greatest hip hop album of all time. I think Life's a B-word is the greatest rap song of all time, and AZ absolutely kills it.

My favorite line is:

I switched my motto; instead of sayin', "Frick tomorrow!"

That buck that bought a bottle could've struck the lotto

I love how it encapsulates that "quiet violence of dreams". We have a vision of someone trying to escape the sins of their environment, but their most reliable means of escaping their heck is to win the fricking lotto. There's such a sense of futility and misery wrapped in these lines.

Social Strife

So it's clear I don't belong here. Everywhere I go I annoy people and make them angry. People have actively verbalized that they don't like me, and this recurring pattern is one that has characterized my life since childhood. It isn't a big problem - I'm a generally introverted person. However, I'm not schizoid and I do need some amount of love and acceptance. I fail to find these things and that makes me sad.

I'm so fricking depressed about being an incel. I'm 29, broke, no hope of GF, children or marriage. I can't even buy hookers because nobody's going to frick a dude with actively bleeding legs. I have literally permanently locked myself out of s*x for the rest of my life with my mental illness and self-harm. I do wonder, if I had the same personality, but I wasn't a 156cm ugly black man, would I still be an incel? These are questions we need quantum computers to answer.

I crave self-harm right now but my appointment is in three hours and I don't know if I can stop myself from cutting until then. And again, I'll probably be wasting my time and money going to a GP who is going to look at me and say "I didn't go to school to deal with schizos" and refer me to a psychiatrist which, as I have highlighted, is gone until January.

Conclusion

I don't know whether I should go to the doctor or not. Am I wasting my time? What am I hoping to achieve?

>Hey, you cute twink, you said you're leaving the site forever!

Well Reddit is shit and I need something to do when I'm not playing RDR2 so I guess I'm stuck with you r-slurs. You people who will give me griefing awards, insult me, tell me to kms, and accuse me of using ChatGPT (an accusation which confuses me. There are tons of plagiarism detection sites online. Proving I use ChatGPT would be trivial, yet nobody does it).

I'm so fricking overwhelmingly sad I can't think straight. This was supposed to be a longpost about Eugene Terre'Blanche but I'm too sad to do it.

Dude, get some sumo guys on an NFL offensive line. Held back Micah Parsons like he wasn’t even trying. 🤯 pic.twitter.com/ULHNetBkfp

— MacMally 🍀 (@MacMallyMMA) February 26, 2025

!fitness

FRICK ME HARD OR LET ME FRICK YOU HARDER

In a bizarre turn of events, a university dormitory in China went up in flames after a student, in a moment of panic, set fire to his s*x doll to keep it hidden from his roommates. The incident took place at Hefei University of Technology in Anhui province on February 10, when the student, fearing exposure, made a rash decision that nearly resulted in disaster.

Musk, tech CEOs, insurance CEOs, crypto grifters, politicians, oligarchs

Who will it be next and when?

Your predictions 👇

It's Her Turn!™️

It's the first day of the new year and it's WHITE WOMAN WEDNESDAY

Take some time to wish the white women in your lives a happy new year and congratulate them, for 2025 is Their Year.

Previous White Woman Wednesdays:

Christmas 2024 Edition

The Trump 2024 Edition

Christmas 2023 Edition

We're back Edition

Greek Towelboy Edition

Trad Wife Edition

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Anglo-Saxon Edition

Dirndl Edition

9/11 Edition

The Original

Original post: https://rdrama.net/post/306154/marseychonkerfoid-marseyfoidrslur-vs-marseychud-marseygigachad-war

1. "awful thing to say... I hope you grow as a person" "you should lose some weight"

2. "there's more to life than just s*x" "you lot don't have hobbies other than wearing makeup and scrolling Instagram..."

3. "dogs are more fun to have around" "are you perhaps a user of the Dogpill?"

4. "Seriously, women offer nothing other than looking pretty..." "what do YOU offer?" serious posting intensifies

Also, check these two woman comments LOL

5. "Exactly, leave us alone" "you are alone Eowynn" "what?" "It's a Lord of the Rings reference" "dude STFU"

6. "wow, your first gender reveal at this age" "you expect men to r*pe you or something?"

Yeah, all those high paying civilian jobs will go away. That's smart

the fricking comments in the thread

《Takeaways》

●Valkyrae reveals that she has a cameo in the Minecraft movie.

●While filming this cameo, she says she saw Jason Momoa "mistreat" the crew.

●She says Momoa was "angry, really mad and yelling".

Streamer Valkyrae says that she saw Jason Momoa "mistreat" the crew of the Minecraft movie. She says she saw this was shooting a cameo for the film, during which she alleges to have seen Momoa "yelling" at workers behind the scenes.

As spotted by Insider Gaming, Valkyrae - real name Rachell Marie Hofstetter - revealed this during a stream with fellow content creator JasonTheWeen. Here, she reveals that seeing Momoa on set was her worst celebrity experience, and that she would "not be happy working under these conditions".

"So, Minecraft movie. I have a cameo in the Minecraft movie that's coming out," Valkyrae explains. "I would have to say, Jason Momoa. I just saw him mistreat some of the crew, and it was pretty disappointing. It was a very emotional scene so maybe he was still in character, I don't know. But I was kind of surprised by how he treated some of the crew.

"He was just really mad at them that they weren't doing something right, like setting up like the shot," she continues. "He was just angry, really mad and yelling. So I was like, man, this is not a good work environment. I would not be happy working under these conditions."

The Minecraft Movie Has Faced Issues Since Its Reveal

Momoa's alleged behaviour on set isn't the only issue the Minecraft movie has faced. The first trailer dropped last week and was met with near-universal backlash across the gaming community. From the casting to the visuals, fans seem to think this film is going to miss the mark. The comments on the trailer are overwhelmingly negative too, and it seems like many have already written this off as a miss, not joining the ranks of successful video game adaptations like The Super Mario Bros. Movie and the Sonic series.

In any case, Minecraft is coming to theatres next April. It remains to be seen if it can win back some good will with fans as we see more of the movie.

《Minecraft》

The best-selling video game of all time, Minecraft is a sandbox title developed by Mojang that bridges the gap between video games and education. Whether you want to raid dungeons and build whatever you choose, there's something for everyone across almost every gaming platform you can think of.

We did it! Honored to have received such an award @AB84 https://t.co/b1DU59cztb

— Noah Knigga (@KniggaNoah) December 28, 2024

Cracker of the Year

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Businessman Cracker of the Year (Hunter Biden snubbed)

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!mensfootball TBH I realized quickly the only one worth posting was the Athlete of the Year, but sunk cost fallacy hit hard

!familyman

!dixie

!coons

Now what's interesting 🤔 for me about places like Deviant Art is that people's feeling or at least performative feelings can be as predictable as the tides.

The more liberal or progressive or woke, the seething aggressive the pushback on ai art will be, it's almost like in the art world it's the Isreal-palestine of issues and people instantly become unhinged by the mere mention of the issue or encountering AI art in the "wild"

The more shitlibs, the more histrionic

Example in Deviant Art the more conservative artists, even if they are already spectacularly good artists themselves, who don't need AI, but still used ai as experimental cowtools, even if they used machine-learning of their own portfolio, got pushback

/r/ReasonableFantasy is from the /r/MenWritingWonen hags originally who complained about any sexualisation of foids in art, so you can usually predict where they fall on the political cumpiss

Except /r/ReasonableFantasy has some cool posts now and then

still can’t believe we had a fever dream of several years where people took this shit seriously pic.twitter.com/3bGYV2AFDd

— Armand Domalewski (@ArmandDoma) November 27, 2024

"I won't answer the most obvious 101 questions about my fringe ideas" is such a perfect summation of US leftists

except it's not

I can't believe college academia is still taking this shit seriously. I'm having to take a 100 level Geography class where an entire week was spent on prison abolition. In a Geography class.

admitting you dont take racialized ans black women seriously on the same account you use to simp for kamala harris is crazy work

it's amazing how all you need to dismiss something is a bullshit four panel caricature with no attribution d

It's not a caricature, it was drawn by this person

it's weird how you assumed I was talking about the art

You called it a 4 panel caricature. It's not a caricature because the artist isn't exaggerating anything. You were talking about the arte when you mentioned "4 panel caricature"

it's always very funny when people tell me what I meant by what I said. if you don't have anything other than intentionally misunderstanding me, be on your way

"can't believe people ever took this seriously" says guy who never actually listened to what people had to say about it in the first place

I was at many, many, many BLM protests

The best one was where instead of prison your family member's murderer takes their place in your family as penance. Your brain has to be mush to think that's a good idea.

still can't believe people take the criminal prosecution system that capitulates to dripping charges against the new god king seriously

i think it's good to lock up murderers

A 2 month old was murdered by police but yeah glad we stopped caring

I'm glad we have prisons to put those murdering cops in

this, quite notably in fact, never happens. which is kinda a central tenet of prison abolition, yet another thing that scares you because you don't understand it. frickin dork

If there is a silver lining to be found in all of this is that the Bernie/Warrenworld left is dead and buried. Nobody will ever take student loan forgiveness or withdrawing from long term wars or progressive stimulus or antitrust seriously again and good riddance.

all of those things are good and will survive

i prefer not to give government handouts to kids earning 3x the median salary just cause they're angry they can't afford a yacht

In 2019, NYTimes did a fawning, unintentionally hilarious profile of a prison abolitionist who responded to such questions - from children - by citing Spain, a country that very much has prisons - the kids walk away unimpressed - she later takes unearned credit for "lifting" them

They put George Floyd in a golden casket while everyone else had to watch their grandma get buried on zoom. Obama was there and everything. Kamala was bailing out random murderers. Genuinely don't know why you were surprised.

Progressives believe all sorts of stupid stuff. Many of them still believe that a man can become a woman.

We should have lighter sentences for all crimes across the board.

This reads very plainly as a right wing satire. Stunning to think it was made in earnest

My favorite part of her book is where she said she was opposed to even putting murderous white supremacists in prison.

it's not a dream, it's a better world. guess you are satisfied with how things are; and with a cushy job and platform why wouldn't you be?.........

99% of cars will be electric and autonomous in the future.

Manually-driven gasoline cars will be like riding a horse while using a flip phone. Still happens, but it’s rare. https://t.co/4WN9Q9nrEW

— Elon Musk (@elonmusk) December 11, 2024

bro no frick no

The government will remotely kill us for not taking the vax

Schizoid screeching about psyops, vaxxing and EV New World Order Globalist agenda

This average woman driver sucks and crashed, this means all EVs are remotely controlled by Satan

Rate (?) anti credit card schizo (unless these are common in USA?)