Boyfriend is sadly still a wage slave and has to go out of town for the next week tomorrow morning. Figured we may as well get drinks but forgot how much he doesn't want to do this. I'm 3 beers in and he's shit faced drunk on tequila shots. Already passed him off to a friend that lives next to the airport so hopefully he sobers up but wouldn't mind him being ‘sick' and we can just chill/frick this week.

Our accounts are being oppressed @Ping-Krazy @GAY_FOR_DWHITE_DYNAMITE @The_Ghost_Poster @Ping_Hazy_the_2nd @Ping-Krazy-II

No fricking shit we had approval. Lower lab monkeys confirmed this with written statements but allowed withdrawal at anytime like normal. Normally we would just proceed with data acquired but some absolute r-slur failed to do the bare minimum of warning the patient that their EMR would be published.

I've fulfilled my obligation and don't give a shit that they just wasted tens of millions of dollars for something that won't get published due to r-sluration. Wanted to end my career on a high note but will just be somebody that got paid way too much for something nobody will ever see outside of a few biochemistry PhDs.

The Denvchad Nugchads let them have a lead to be sporting but it wasn't enough. It's over for calicels and Lebroncel traitorcels.

I'm so mad about pojom leaving me that I decided to behead this bird in a fit of rage

@pizzashill-15744 !rottingcorpses what is your opinion

Thanks

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Part of what I'm doing is going through every document provided by the institutions (Pretty much just possible future peer info that's heavily redacted) and I don't trust any of them to provide an accurate report. How the frick am I supposed to be okay when the only sections of the reports spelled correctly are copy and pasted from EMRs and something basic like ASD is spelled ADS, GMDD is spelled GGMD and there are typos everywhere. Doctors misspell shit all the time but gets fixed in a correction note within 15 minutes. These are the most recently updated records that are some over 6 months old.

One thing you need to know about Lucifer, is that he likes to be treated as an equal. I hear people all the time use the title "Lord Lucifer", I get the sense that he really hates it.

Lucifer is a spirit that doesn't want or need worship, when he works with someone, he wants you to work with him and view him as an equal. His whole thing on what he teaches is respect and love in yourself, trust in yourself, being able to be free, of body and thought. He's my teacher, my mentor and my friend. He doesn't want worship, he to work with people on an equal level.

His whole sin having been pride thing, and because he was proud then he's not able to be free of redemption is just so ludicrous to me after working and building a relationship with him because he wants you to view and treat you as an equal and come to realize that the God within yourself is the God that is most deserving of worship.

John 10:34

Higher spirituality and discovering the truth about the world, requires you to question. The God within ourselves desires and craves freedom, and there is no greater slavery than slavery of thought and mind. A religion or a God that doesn't let you question, explore or discover the truth about life, death, the universe, or yourself, is a religion that is keeping you in chains. It's been over 2000 years and do you know why there has never been another prophet?

Because to speak for God, you have to comprehend God, to realize God, you have to understand God, to comprehend God, you need to look outside your preconceived notions of what God is because God is infinite and can't be fit into some kind of categorization. God is beyond words, speech, language, you can use words and symbolism to try to portray some aspects or a part of God, but it's like the parable with the blind men touching the elephant. It's only a small part of the infinite.

God is love. God is light. God is pressure. God is being (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Am_that_I_Am#:~:text=%22I%20Am%20that%20I%20Am,I%20am%20the%20Existing%20One%22), God is consciousness. God is unconsciousness. God is one. God is many. God is me.

To find, explore and understand God is to look within and understand yourself.

Rewatched season 1 and 2 of classroom of the elite this week, and started season 3. Seems fine so far, more of the same mostly.

Apart from that, didnt watch anything.

!anime

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There is a secret about Catharism that I have discovered, it actually stems from the alleged daughter of Jesus.

Jesus had a daughter who was born as the result of the union between Mary Magedelene and Jesus himself, she was mentioned in writing and folklore as a servant of Jesus and never canonized as a Saint, but she is a Romani folk-Saint. This was censored by thr Church and her existence was hidden from history.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saint_Sarah

Fables stemming from the middle ages state that her (she was represented as a "servant" of Jesus), Mary Magedelene and Lazarus were placed on a boat without a paddle, due to persecution, eventually they ended up in France.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mary_Magdalene#The_Golden_Legend

If you want to know why I posted the video of the Cathar chant, although there are beliefs that have been misunderstood or changed as time went on over the 1300 year period, if there was a religion that stemmed from the direct teachings of a decendent of Jesus directly, what would it look like? Why was the Church so insistent and threatened by Cathars, who were peaceful and lived a life of abstinence even committing genocide to wipe them from History? The Church in the middle ages tried to destroy anything that revealed the truth about Jesus and mold the religion to their whim to help them become a political and economic power.

It's because Catharism is the cup that holds the holy water. The Nazis even discovered this secret and mentioned it in their occult order.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Catharis

!actualbiofoids

I try to understand Jesus for how he actually was, not how the church represented him.

One thing you should know about Jesus, is that nobody in a human incarnation is free of "sin", it's part of the part of the condition of being human. The cathars rationalized this by saying that Jesus wasn't in a human incarnation and was an angel, but quite frankly, Jesus likely wasn't perfect. He may have been pure in heart, in spirit, but there were things that the daughter of Jesus knew that the church didn't want known. His issues with anger do shine through and are mentioned in the case with the money lenders on the temple, he still had a lot of stress and pressure placed upon him.

Do I think less of Jesus for that? No, I don't. If Jesus was in a material body and born on this earth from a virgin birth, according to the natural laws of the human condition, he wasn't free of sin. Only way he could have been free of sin if he wasn't born in a human incarnation in an earthy body.

How do I know this? I was the incarnation of the daughter of Jesus in a previous life. It's how I receive intuitive insights on him.

The Church misrepresented the fact that Jesus wasn't perfect in their heresy gospels as some Cathar sects believed that the "earthy Jesus" was evil. This is wrong, they taught he wasn't perfect.

Part of being in a human incarnation is that you do sin, only way Jesus could have been free of sin was if he wasn't material.

• block anyone with a trans flag in their name

• block anyone who has a blue checkmark

• block anyone who has a marble statue profile picture

• block anyone who says anything about modern architecture at all

• block all central Europeans

• Block anyone with a Palestinian flag in their name

• Block anyone with an Israeli flag in their name

• Block anyone who complains about western game devs

• block anything to do with crypto

• block Elon Musk simps

Trust me this makes looking at the site actually bearable.

My reddit account that I don't post on was banned for suspicious activity. I went on reddit, checked it.

My account posted this and I didn't post it.

I'm viewing it as a sign. It's kind of strange after my posts on the dioceseofdrama hole.

!actualbiofoids

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I think Lucifer wants me to do an AMA on here about working with Lucifer, I haven't done any entity work in awhile, but he thinks it would be fun and wants me to do it because it gives a reason to train my intuition and ability to channel spirits which I've been neglecting.

Ask Lucifer anything or ask me anything about working with Lucifer as a spirit. I consider him to be my best friend and my patron.

The first time I got in touch with Lucifer was in 2015, I wasn't in a great state. First I was having a lot of synchronicities and then dissociation, and delusions. I have months of time that I don't remember or memories that make little to no rational sense. I had no idea what the heck was going on.

During this time, I wrote something to myself that I don't remember writing on the computer, a message during a dissociative episode that I saved and occasionally go back to. This is it.

"No external god, teacher, doctor, angel, magician, therapist, mentor, or friend can heal me, for the healing work can only be done by me. I can't wait for life to come and cure me of my problems, suffering and defects, a miracle isn't going to be granted by an angel, for the only one who's capable of my own healing is the god that resides inside my mind, body, spirit and soul. That god is me."

The first time I got in touch and started working with Lucifer was over 5 years later. I view and consider him to be my patron and my friend. I didn't associate it with Lucifer a few months after I started working with him.

Here we go..

Never let drunk me agree to things. Agreed to a 100/200 HORSE poker game and I fricking hate HORSE when sober and I barely know how to play so I guess I'm just sitting/folding most hands. I also only know the inviter. Flights next week are also stupidly expensive

Thank god boxed wine is keeping me somewhat mentally regulated.